unending 110
still life 258
channeling lava 109
how to drown on dry land 67
fuel 242
respiration meditation 153
hunger 116
drown again 112
mine 93
finally 154
this concludes 110
one: what this is 199
two: what this isn't 134
three: what this was 105
four: what this will be 60
words and pictures 95
on my own 104
more than alone 65
writing you off 101
of myth & women 306
forever 112
where the air ends 117
retrospective 192
lovesong 231
the time of my life 190
listen 94
dysfunctional love sonnet #1 180
parable 88
enough 182
damsel 43
icecarving 117
wolf dream 129
the persistence of memory 70
never-ending 161
arson 142
a message from winter 235
epitaph 116
anything 86
love 106
taking history into consideration 51
ventura in the tenth year 104
hidden by the sun 113
after the fact 54
late 121
dream 151
rhyme 89
shelter 104
farewell angel 101
maybe 74
till death do us 245
rain 66
citynight 80
what 48
ode to a roadkill 218
lunacy 42
home 294
a year later (the goodbye yet unsaid) 110
the unsaid goodbye 114
total words: 7463

this is old, old, old. the design is ... at last, at least, somewhat redesigned. & the words, well, let's just say i may not be as proud of them as i once was. however. here it is.

the list runs roughly backwards in time, but not consistently. there's more, somewhere, but not that much more.

ever since i've been able to do so, i've been scribbling in small notebooks, an activity not at all dissimilar to masturbating in a closet, a glorious glamorous pursuit and is this happiness we see here? not literally, oh no, however i am at least nominally not completely displeased to have this to show for ... all that.